here

...

this night

there is no sleep...

Reference

The good and the bad, 

the greatness and smallness 

of their story 

will stand. 

Affliction

How can this be? 

Why should I ever trust you?

You did a shit job of catching me when I fell. 

Unacceptable

This is another thing. It is another thing after another thing after another thing, all of them wrong, misguided, unfair, unjust, ill-conceived, and unacceptable. Unacceptable. At what point did you consider it would be OK to foist all of these another things at me, repeatedly, over and over, so that their wrong, misguided, unfair, unjust, ill-conceived unacceptability would accumulate into a sum of another things that were tolerable or even agreeable to me? 

Your delusion pays you no compliments. Your disingenuity pays you no reward. Your deceit pays you nothing at all, save its own bitter harvest. I shall not sup at that table. I shall not sup at any table where your empty promises are served. I may be hungry, but do not mistake my hunger for desperation. 

Shame. (Yours, not mine).

Why you thought I would play your stupid games when I don’t even have enough money to buy food, I’ll never know.