greyer

I lost it

I couldn't find it

I lost my way

Oh I'm so afraid this journey never ends

deepest night

the night 

keeps growing darker 

I dream that I'm awake 

I can't shake this state I'm in 

Bluebird, fly

I don't believe it sings

any louder
or soars
any higher

but it will not fly at all 
if not given freedom to be

Simplicity

Move always

toward greater simplicity. 

(Zen practice)