If this blog were a room in a house, it would be time to redecorate.
It’s been quiet and more than just a little bit gloomy in here of late. Apologies to any regular readers (you who have stopped by more than once) who have noticed the absence of oomph.
It’s not like I haven’t been blogging. I have. I write the posts but somehow they don’t get finished. I’m distracted. Or tired. Or I’ve spent so long just gathering my thoughts that I then need to attend to something else more pressing.
So the blog is much like many other parts of my life. Shambling. Disorganised. Suboptimal. In real terms, I’m achieving a huge amount more in each week than I was even six months ago, but it’s all too easy to compare this with my life “before”. Before a few funky cells started their loud, chaotic party and trashed the joint. Somewhere along the way I’ve lost more than just a breast and some brain cells. I’m rebuilding not just my life, but whole chunks of who I am as well. Which, rightly so, cannot be rushed.
See, there I go again with more of the gloomy, insular talk.
In energetic terms, this represents too much Yin, not enough Yang. In Feng Shui terms, I need to encourage more chi through the front door. I need to move the metaphorical furniture and install a happy plant. Splash on a fresh coat of paint, hang up some art, and scatter some funky throw cushions.
So, redecorate I will. Maybe not today. But the nauseous olive green has got to go, in favour of something fresher, and… more Spirited! Stay tuned.
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